ftw.

I can't imagine what's on their minds, till they can easily abandon people they should have taken care of.

I can't imagine how come they simply utter their incapability while their gold and diamonds are shinning through their pockets.

I can't imagine they are standing still when I fall down with tears bursting out, and give a damn to others instead.

I can't imagine they are scolding me and telling that I am selfish, just because I have my good time outside and being carefree.

I can't imagine, that someday I will be losing my mind and get mad, so I might do awful things to them.

I hope, it will only be on my imaginary side.

Because I don't know, what I would be if I live without seeing them and hearing them.

Hatred

FUCK!

FUCK them all!

I hate my lifeeeee...

I always cry for what they ask me to do but in fact, I can't.

I always be pity for them when they beg or cry to me.

I hate when I always say yes rather than no, although I know I can't do or give what they want.

But it always be me, the one they are blaming to, when it goes wrong.

The one they are blaming, because I look happier and more succeeded than they do.

How come we never work out all the problems?

I have tried my best to give what they want, what they like, what they need.

But when I want my rights, they don't give a shit, any shit.

Right now, I just want to disappear, I want to vanish.

I want to see what they would be if there is no me.

If it will be better, I am willing to go, forever, and never come back.

Are you happy now?