People

I thought I have just lost my best friend.

On the second thought, I did not lose any because I have never have.

Well, I think you have never been my best friend after all.

Am I right?

Is that true?

I am just a person and they are just people.

Either it is my perception or I am telling just true.

Disappointed

I don't know what to say anymore.

I am trying to be nice to you, trying to forget all things you have done to me.

Or making things look better than they really are.

But I feel so disappointed, when you are not coming clean as we are called friends.

Instead, you shout it out through facebook, word of mouth, or the mighty twitter.

I know I am not perfectly good person.

But, why don't you ask me why? Rather than making prejudice by prejudice.

I do realize I am being selfish here, forces you to understand me.

But, please, can you just understand me at this moment?

Because I really need your broad-minded or tolerant attitude.

Just for this one thing, please..

uncomfortable prejudice (read: jealousy)

Jenna feels sorry to her used to be good girl friend, Karen (fictitious name) for having this slight evil thought.

Jenna doesn't know where it comes from until she realizes that she doesn't like the situation happens.

okay, maybe it wasn't Karen's fault or Karen didn't mean to do it, but you know, girls usually make things more complicated than they are.

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first.

Jenna doesn't like it when she finds out Karen is becoming better friend with him since Jenna is the only girl who is the fastest to get close enough with him in their college, as far as she and everybody know.

second.

Jenna doesn't like the fact that Karen is also a friend of his ex crush or maybe immortal crush is more accurate appellation.

third.

Karen knows that Jenna still like him and Karen doesn't even give a shit story to her??? although Jenna doesn't like him as much as before, still Karen doesn't pay attention to give her some of those infos.

well, Jenna feels disappointed.

hope it is just her bad prejudice in a middle of the night.

hope Karen is being a good friend, setting this all up for surprising her at the end just like on the screen.

ha ha ha, poor Jenna, she is sure the last hope was just a rubbish thought.

one word which may be describes Jenna's feeling: JEALOUSY.

well, the girl friend, Karen, actually didn't really hurt her, Jenna (which is fictitious name for my friend who told me this story).

it's a natural feeling that anybody could have when the boy that Jenna has crush on has a too good relationship with another girl who apparently appears as the Jenna's friend, without telling Jenna any.

of course, Karen didn't do the kiss just like the picture above drown because i bet Jenna would swear to god to throw Karen's house with bunch of stinky eggs. lol

as if i am Jenna, i would feel a slight betrayal over there.

don't you think so? or i am just too jealous...