The Love Stories

I love quotes from TheLoveStories from my twitter account. Here are some of them which I like the most (who apparently I can make a line of my love story):

To you whom I like for the past two years:

"Maybe one day you'll understand that the reason why "I love you" is a reason enough."

After two years and I think you don't feel the same like I feel:

"Who says time heals?! You don't get OVER the pain,
you just learn to get ALONG with the pain, in time!"

Now, I am trying to get over you and find another man:

"The truth is now that you've gone, I'm finally moving on and it feels great without you holding me down."

After some trials, nahh, I will leave you with the question, but remember:

"Love knows no past tense. You either never loved or never stopped."

Share your stories to me, I will glad to hear. Take it fun :)

Hell-O Reality

If I live in a dream world, will I survive in reality?
Because I never know how pain would feel,
or what real tear drops are..
They were all telling me that I should stay in my world, because reality is full of problems.
But, hello, what is problem?
I never heard that before.
My world is full of spirit and laugh.
My dream world is always giving me what I want and what I need.
Oh, I think I am going to arrange a journey to reality world.
Sounds good, eh?
I'll tell you when I have arrived.
Adieu, wish me good luck! :)

my want(s)

I simply want to be a good, lovable person.
I want to be happy and cheerful, so everybody can feel the same.
It's nice to be loved by person that I love, but it's fascinating to find love with the unexpected ones.
Honesty, that's a thing I really want to upheld high inside mine.
I really want to be a successful woman with good career and not to be forget, incredible family.
When my children have grown up, I'd like to hear them saying: "Mom, you are my inspiration."
I also want to hear my grandchildren babbling that their grandma's is rocking.
And I want...
...
...
Yeah, i have written some of my want(s). But what can I do to make they happen?
I often feel break down.
I am spending my mind and me too much on others, rather than to myself.
I am careless to my self until I finally get sick.
I think, I need something or someone, which any can be my harbor.
Since I have always be one to everyone who wants to lie at anchor..

ftw.

I can't imagine what's on their minds, till they can easily abandon people they should have taken care of.

I can't imagine how come they simply utter their incapability while their gold and diamonds are shinning through their pockets.

I can't imagine they are standing still when I fall down with tears bursting out, and give a damn to others instead.

I can't imagine they are scolding me and telling that I am selfish, just because I have my good time outside and being carefree.

I can't imagine, that someday I will be losing my mind and get mad, so I might do awful things to them.

I hope, it will only be on my imaginary side.

Because I don't know, what I would be if I live without seeing them and hearing them.

Pop Out Mood

I have fun, then I get bored.

I want something new or just simply you.

Thing to Think

Sometimes,

We are down at the point that we don't even know how horrible the thing is to be described.

That thing is just like a crisscross on a pie with an awkward pattern, and nobody seems can't help you to make it better.

You sure you have worked your ass off to puzzle the thing out.

But,

What does it mean, if you've been told that everything wouldn't be the same anymore?

What does it mean, if everything is too late to be fixed?

What does it mean, if you feel like there's no answer in every question you have?

The thing keeps sucking you just like quicksand, torturing you slowly.

You keep thinking on this thing and haven't figure it out yet.

Au secours!

Hello Again, Feeling Happy?

lalalalalalala..

I have been humming it for today.

I have been playing the tunes on my minds.

I don't really have any certain reasons to feel happy.

I just felt it and I kinda like it, although found it a little bit weird.

Yeah, you know, I can barely feel happy when I am in this such conditions- my usual life.

I haven't posted anything lately due to my uncertain activities, but actually I have plenty to say, for sure.

I recapped my last 10 days on my still-functioning-brain-neurons, found ups and downs thingy.

I had the abdominal problem which is diarrhoea for about a week.

I still can feel it if I consume instant noodles (arghhhhhh, why on earth should I get a weak intestine????).

You guys really know how best Indomie Goreng tastes, don't you?

It started when there was no food at my home, my mother gone for a business trip, and my auntie called me, telling that she had this reallyyyy tasty crabs from Balikpapan.

it's only the pincer of the crab.

Yeahhh.. Looks nice, doesn't it??

Until I found out that tomorrow morning, me, my older sister, and my younger brother had splendid time at our toilets. Yeahhh the effing diarrhoea..

It didn't stop right there. The next day, I went to my campus to attend convocation about freshmen of Communication. I didn't know if I got cursed by someone or something, I slipped and fell down at two-steps-long stairs. So dumb!

Moreover, I couldn't get up and walk because I had this sprained ankle, so my friends lifted me up to my friend's car. (Luckily, I didn't drive my car, otherwise I will left it unattended at the perilous parking lot).

Me, then, had the healing massage to relief every pain on my muscle, d'ohh.

Finally, after two times of massaging, I can walk appropriately, although the pain's still turning up if I walk on uneven road.

Despite things happened above. I feel happiness stop by on my life, although a little. =9

Like today, I gathered around with some friends and we were singing along together.

It was delightful for me and them because all of us loveeeeeee to sing till death.

On previous weekend, (when my ankle's still occurring some pains) me and my best friend went to a nice welcoming back night, full of music, performance, and not to be forget, liquor babyyy..

hahahahahaha. I have to admit it, I kinda miss that old life, high school life, I mean.

(I wish Auntie Mega will publish the photos soon on facebook, *wink*)

Then, the next day, me and my two best friends, spent other exciting night with new guys around.

(big thankie for ndoy and bachien who kept pushing me to get along with the 'new guy', but both of you definitely know, to whom my heart belongs to, ewwwwww hahahahah).

We went to karaoke together too with some new friends at Music Pool, Wijaya for couple hours.

(I can't post the other photos because they don't want to be famous on my blog, blah).

ndoy.bachien.njay: 3sum reunited

njay.ndoy : crazy fellas

Today, I feel happy for uncertain reasons, yes.

I feel happy because I can take bites of CK's almond nut brownies.

I feel happy because I met my friends and experiencing Teras Coffee, after my absence about two weeks.

I feel happy because I played with Samantha, and gave her the new 2000 rupiahs.

I feel happy because I can walk and hanging out with friends again.

I feel happy because I still have money left although the amount is soooo dreadful.

I feel happy because I realize that I'm still falling in love with him, I guess. hahahahahaha

From everything I have told you in this post, they seem common, don't they?

But I am so grateful to my God, whoever You are, for letting me to feel some happiness from thingy like that.

Sometimes, it's not easy to be grateful on your own life, isn't it?

Because we always want more and more and never look down, there are plenty of people who have no life as good as ours.

Although I had diarrhoea, sprained ankle, less money, and jinx around me, I found happiness in the middle of that.

It's always easy to say

"I am grateful for my happy life",

but will you often say

"I am grateful for these infelicitous circumstances?

Need some self-contemplation? Take your time, Mates.. =)

"Hello there" and "Bye folks" from Samantha Askey