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I thought I have just lost my best friend.

On the second thought, I did not lose any because I have never have.

Well, I think you have never been my best friend after all.

Am I right?

Is that true?

I am just a person and they are just people.

Either it is my perception or I am telling just true.

Hello Again, Feeling Happy?

lalalalalalala..

I have been humming it for today.

I have been playing the tunes on my minds.

I don't really have any certain reasons to feel happy.

I just felt it and I kinda like it, although found it a little bit weird.

Yeah, you know, I can barely feel happy when I am in this such conditions- my usual life.

I haven't posted anything lately due to my uncertain activities, but actually I have plenty to say, for sure.

I recapped my last 10 days on my still-functioning-brain-neurons, found ups and downs thingy.

I had the abdominal problem which is diarrhoea for about a week.

I still can feel it if I consume instant noodles (arghhhhhh, why on earth should I get a weak intestine????).

You guys really know how best Indomie Goreng tastes, don't you?

It started when there was no food at my home, my mother gone for a business trip, and my auntie called me, telling that she had this reallyyyy tasty crabs from Balikpapan.

it's only the pincer of the crab.

Yeahhh.. Looks nice, doesn't it??

Until I found out that tomorrow morning, me, my older sister, and my younger brother had splendid time at our toilets. Yeahhh the effing diarrhoea..

It didn't stop right there. The next day, I went to my campus to attend convocation about freshmen of Communication. I didn't know if I got cursed by someone or something, I slipped and fell down at two-steps-long stairs. So dumb!

Moreover, I couldn't get up and walk because I had this sprained ankle, so my friends lifted me up to my friend's car. (Luckily, I didn't drive my car, otherwise I will left it unattended at the perilous parking lot).

Me, then, had the healing massage to relief every pain on my muscle, d'ohh.

Finally, after two times of massaging, I can walk appropriately, although the pain's still turning up if I walk on uneven road.

Despite things happened above. I feel happiness stop by on my life, although a little. =9

Like today, I gathered around with some friends and we were singing along together.

It was delightful for me and them because all of us loveeeeeee to sing till death.

On previous weekend, (when my ankle's still occurring some pains) me and my best friend went to a nice welcoming back night, full of music, performance, and not to be forget, liquor babyyy..

hahahahahaha. I have to admit it, I kinda miss that old life, high school life, I mean.

(I wish Auntie Mega will publish the photos soon on facebook, *wink*)

Then, the next day, me and my two best friends, spent other exciting night with new guys around.

(big thankie for ndoy and bachien who kept pushing me to get along with the 'new guy', but both of you definitely know, to whom my heart belongs to, ewwwwww hahahahah).

We went to karaoke together too with some new friends at Music Pool, Wijaya for couple hours.

(I can't post the other photos because they don't want to be famous on my blog, blah).

ndoy.bachien.njay: 3sum reunited

njay.ndoy : crazy fellas

Today, I feel happy for uncertain reasons, yes.

I feel happy because I can take bites of CK's almond nut brownies.

I feel happy because I met my friends and experiencing Teras Coffee, after my absence about two weeks.

I feel happy because I played with Samantha, and gave her the new 2000 rupiahs.

I feel happy because I can walk and hanging out with friends again.

I feel happy because I still have money left although the amount is soooo dreadful.

I feel happy because I realize that I'm still falling in love with him, I guess. hahahahahaha

From everything I have told you in this post, they seem common, don't they?

But I am so grateful to my God, whoever You are, for letting me to feel some happiness from thingy like that.

Sometimes, it's not easy to be grateful on your own life, isn't it?

Because we always want more and more and never look down, there are plenty of people who have no life as good as ours.

Although I had diarrhoea, sprained ankle, less money, and jinx around me, I found happiness in the middle of that.

It's always easy to say

"I am grateful for my happy life",

but will you often say

"I am grateful for these infelicitous circumstances?

Need some self-contemplation? Take your time, Mates.. =)

"Hello there" and "Bye folks" from Samantha Askey

Today's Out

I am feeling good today somehow.

I woke up around 7.30 in the morning, pretty early for a holiday.

It was all about my high pitch mother who said, " Banguuunnn! Kuliah jam berapa??"

I simply replied, " Yeah, midday, mom" and then went back sleeping. ( I can easily lie although I wasn't really conscious yet, ahahahhaa).

Well, I have been already woken up because of the noisy sound of mother, so, I couldn't get back to sleep after few trials.

I got out my room, and remembered of BUBUR CIKINI I bought yesterday, actually that was my scrappy meal, but still tasted goood. Hahaha.. What a nice breakfast..

And then I believed if I got back to my bedroom again, I would be sleeping and getting FAT FAT FATTER and also late for watching Harry Potter: Half Blood Prince with Anisa Lahay at PV, 12 P.M.

Next, I watched TV and looked at newspaper I subscribe.

On the first page, my eyes were looking at a man on the left up of the Kompas newspaper.

I laughed because there was a picture of my friend's father, Hadar Nafis Gumay, talked about politics nowadays related to the President Elections.

After finished reading (well, flick through is more correct), I called Lahay to wake her up since she is sooooooooooooooo fucking shit to be woken up.

I surfed the internet and the time was pointing at 10 A.M. something, took a bath and blablabla stuffs and the time was already 11.20.

I drove fast while kept calling Noor A. Lahay because she didn't pick up my phone.

I arrived at PV, bought ticket for two, came inside first, and Lahay caught up at minute 15 or so.

After that, we met Angki and Siddik at J.Co and I left PV because I had to pick up my obnoxious little brother and sister at Menteng, and paid some bills at Mampang.

I drove back to PV and we moved to Citos to watch performance of my friends.

It was a reallllly cooooool one. I tempted to eat fuckin junkfood BK: BBQ beefacon with cheese! because of Si Noor. arghhhhh! She said "You can eat anything anytime, but BK?". darn youuu!

We took away the BK and ate that along our way to Teras Coffee to do some chitchatting, playing, meeting some loyal customers over there, since we are all one of those loyal customers. hahaahha...

At 9 PM, we went back home and here i am sitting in front of my mother's lappie because mine is broken and haven't got it repaired yet due to this and that (money and the place to fix it is not in my GPS' mind).

Well, that's my day going..

Once again, I am feeling pretty happy. weird...

Strong Words

Sometime, I feel both flattered and happy when I find out what I have said is apparently important for themselves, both she or he. Although, all of you can see that the words are not like written by the great philosopher or said by the famous person. I believe everybody can make her/his own strong words because it is only alignment of words come at the right time and match with the right person.

As an example I want to share a short story about simply strong words like written below.

I talked on msn with a friend, three months ago, K, who apparently appeared as the same person as one who are talked about on previous post: uncomfortable prejudice.

Here are part of the conversation we had:

K says:

hahahaha

K says:

yeah, exactly

K says:

i really want to be strong just like you

K says:

i salute you!

I say:

haha if you want to be strong,

I say:

you have to be selfish

I say:

i cried almost everyday for the past week

I say:

think this and that

I say:

day by day i realize, we have to be tough

I say:

we are grown up already, think like one then.

K says:

hmmm that's right

K says:

awwwwwwwww, thank you very muchhhh

I say:

haha of course

K says:

I feel so much better after reading it

I say:

hahaha, i didn't realize i could say some stuff, i think my craving-for-food-stomach did it..

I say:

or, God simply sent me to say what He needs to say

I say:

blahhhh hahahahaha

K says:

hahahahaaha

See? Was not that simple?

Go make your own strong words and share to some needed friends... =)

uncomfortable prejudice (read: jealousy)

Jenna feels sorry to her used to be good girl friend, Karen (fictitious name) for having this slight evil thought.

Jenna doesn't know where it comes from until she realizes that she doesn't like the situation happens.

okay, maybe it wasn't Karen's fault or Karen didn't mean to do it, but you know, girls usually make things more complicated than they are.

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first.

Jenna doesn't like it when she finds out Karen is becoming better friend with him since Jenna is the only girl who is the fastest to get close enough with him in their college, as far as she and everybody know.

second.

Jenna doesn't like the fact that Karen is also a friend of his ex crush or maybe immortal crush is more accurate appellation.

third.

Karen knows that Jenna still like him and Karen doesn't even give a shit story to her??? although Jenna doesn't like him as much as before, still Karen doesn't pay attention to give her some of those infos.

well, Jenna feels disappointed.

hope it is just her bad prejudice in a middle of the night.

hope Karen is being a good friend, setting this all up for surprising her at the end just like on the screen.

ha ha ha, poor Jenna, she is sure the last hope was just a rubbish thought.

one word which may be describes Jenna's feeling: JEALOUSY.

well, the girl friend, Karen, actually didn't really hurt her, Jenna (which is fictitious name for my friend who told me this story).

it's a natural feeling that anybody could have when the boy that Jenna has crush on has a too good relationship with another girl who apparently appears as the Jenna's friend, without telling Jenna any.

of course, Karen didn't do the kiss just like the picture above drown because i bet Jenna would swear to god to throw Karen's house with bunch of stinky eggs. lol

as if i am Jenna, i would feel a slight betrayal over there.

don't you think so? or i am just too jealous...