Tears

Tears

Those are things that she had been having for the past few nights (or morning) before she overslept.

She didn't know why she tended to think of something that made her burst into tears.

These were maybe some reasons she has explored:

1. She felt lost, both losing a presence of human and losing direction of life.

She got nobody has succeeded cheering her up nor answering her indefinable question.

2. She was going to be 20 years old, but still sleeping with a snoring mom and sister.

OMG, if i were her, i couldn't put up with that annoying sound every single nite. Luckily, she had an iPod to save her sleeping time.

3. She had no cash, no boyfriend, no income, no destination.

She really didn't know what to do the next day everyday. It was always be an impromptu day, exciting but it could be boring also.

4. She had this "I don't know if I like him, but I can't be with him either, so I just go back with the last one" feeling.

What a pathetic! She didn't even be able to be honest with herself whom she loves or likes. Therefore, she just go with the last crush since she hasn't found the appropriate one.

5. Her family sucks!

There will be long story about this one. I am too tired and bored to talk about this.

Actually, there are still many unwrittenable reasons because she always pity herself lately and of course i am too lazy to write it all down.

So, what would stop her every nite tears?

I haven't found the answer yet to help her out.